Say whatever you want cause I can laugh it off.

Thank you Jimmy Eat World for those lovely lyrics.

Nothing much going on these days, the end of the quarter is in about two weeks. My teachers have decided to give me quizzes and/or tests all in the same two days, which is slightly stressful. Lots of Photo stuff due in the next few weeks too. Ms. P said it'll probably be like that most of the year, just something to get used to I guess.

Had one of those "Every 15 minutes" assemblies today. Even though I didn't personally know anyone who "died" it was still pretty rough. 22 people "died", it was horrible. I want to participate in it Senior year, it all depends I suppose.

Viva La Vida!

I certainly haven't blogged for a while. Wow, almost a month. Craziness. My room is now redone, with new carpet, a new bed and dresser too. Oh and my walls are painted, they look really nice. School ends in two days, TWO DAYS. The wait is nearly over! I'll be seeing some friends of mine that I haven't seen in a year, which is really exciting. Hopefully my friends and I are going to hang out later this week. Which would be super.

Then next week is the Panic At the Disco concert, which is going to be REALLY FUN. Tomorrow for my P.E. final I have to run a mile (four laps around the track) in ten minutes. It's a guaranteed fail.

This summer is going to be great, other than hanging out with friends and going to the movies and such, I hope to go to more concerts if I can. Lots of good CDs are coming out this summer, like the new Weezer and Coldplay, can't wait for those.

I had to buy my own copy of Juno the other day because my mother is a bitch and has refused to buy it unless she saw it before she bought it. Which means she was going to wait to check it out from the library to see it. She still hasn't watched it yet.

Insightful thinking and fantastic opportunities

Jeez is it already May? I forgot that I hadn't posted on here for the past... week or two? A lot has happened. I've been invited to my Photography banquet, YES! I went to the school play, All I need to know I learned in Kindergarden, which was great. I was tearing up during some parts it was so sweet. I really wanted to go to the She Wants Revenge concert tonight at the HOB but my mother said I couldn't, I need to save up for Panic merch in June. Speaking of Panic At the Disco....... I get to meet them. I won a meet and greet with them. When I found out I rand around the house screaming. It was epic.

Ughhhhhh, there are so many stories I want to tell, but then I don't want to because I'm too tired. Contradiction much? I think so.

That darn Q, but not really.

Yesterday I found out from a friend that one of my best friends is smoking. It really scared me, I hope that she will realise that smoking won't help her in any way, it'll only make things worse. Then one of my other friends's father has a severe drinking problem, I'm afraid for her and her family. Hearing all of this about my friends' families and themselves makes me feel like a dork for appearing to have nothing wrong in my family or myself. But that's not true. I have severe social problems, I'm not the most talkative person in the world and when I do talk I can't always keep a good conversation going. I hope to fix that before I leave high school.

7 weeks untill the school year is ddddone, the wait is killing me, the amount of work that has been put on is somewhat overwhelming. I can't wait until Junior year where everything is like that on a daily basis.

I had an odd dream last night. I dreamt that I was with my friends in this weird place that kind of had the layout of my school, but not really. I had a photography assignment and I was taking a bunch of pictures of stuff. Then it became really dark outside and everyone disappeared because an ambulance had run over someone. Then I went into this garage that looked like my own, and there were these cool statue-carousel looking animals, bears, horses, elephants, dogs, etc. everywhere. And there was this statue of a golden elephant, it was so cool. Then I went out of that garage and went into what was supposed to be "my house" but it didn't look anything like my own home. I wanted to get my camera to take pictures of those carousel animals. There was a big clock in the house and then the Jonas Brothers (this really scared me) came out of nowhere and said they were doing a concert right there in my house. I was like "Oh shit..." because who wants to go to a Jonas Brothers concert? Honestly.... Then I woke up.

Yesterday I asked Hunter (yes, Burgan) if he was drinking purple dye because he said that his mood was purple on myspace, I hope he found that amusing.

Holy Fuke me.

Title is from third Austin Powers movie, look it up.

I feel so sick and tired this morning, for no reason too. Yesterday (no school for freshmen, yay!) I felt fine, but now I just feel horrible. I'm still sore from My Chemical Romance concert on Sunday (front row center barricade), I'm STILL sick with this god damn cold, whatever it is, and the intigestion from dinner last night isn't helping much either.

I want to stay home but than again I don't want to, ugh, I don't know what to do. I can barely spell these words right.