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A difficult decision was made last week. I had to either choose going to the Panic at the Disco show in October, or ever getting a shirt from Davey Havok's clothing line. After much deliberation, I chose to get a shirt. If by some miracle I can obtain $60 in the next month, it will go towards a concert ticket. Being 15 1/2 with no job is difficult, especially since it appears as though I'm wanting more and more stuff. My mother has even said that she's sick of buying so much stuff for me, and that I need to start paying for it myself. Hopefully my dad can talk to that guy Steven about a possible job for me at the Southpoint working at the horse arena. Even if I do some how obtain that much money in a couple months, what about spending money for when I go to Disneyland for a friend's birthday in September? This is proving to be very difficult.

I've also come to realise that I am a true teenager. My mom wanted me to go to bed last night because she was tired, and it was about 11:00ish. I was like, no Mom, I can put myself to bed now. Then she started complaining about how she's always tired because she gets up with Bogart in the morning. Well Mom, why do I have to go to bed as well for your sake? Then she starts talking about how I've had ALL DAY to be on the computer. That's not true, I worked out like I normally do, got on here for a little while, then proceeded to go do something else. Then went on a 2+ mile walk with Dad and Austin. I also pointed out that when I get my licence I won't be hanging out at home most of the day, instead I'll be doing stuff with my pals. Then she proceeds to tell me that when I do I will have a curfew and still be responsible for what I do at home. Then she's like "Well I'd let you be on the computer right now if you weren't on all day, you don't even do what I ask. You don't even make your bed in the morning." That just shut me up on the spot right there. Well jee wiz Mom, you didn't establish that habit in my brain, cause don't you know? Healthy habits start at an early age! WOPTIE DOO. Needless to say we were both very pissed at each other. And there was still some tension between us this morning when we got up. Basically I'm saying that I argue like a normal teenager would, so I'm not that abnormal.

Happy 45th Birthday Mom!

First Blog of Summer

School got out yesterday, it was really sad. Since I won't be seeing Nilka and all for a long time, yeah, we all cried. Today was really fun for the first day of Summer, Brittany, Evan, and Kyler came over and we hung out, and messed around like we always do when we hang at my house. It was nice.

Tomorrow, which is almost today, my mom's having a Lia Sophia party and my aunt is coming, I can't wait to see her, I haven't seen her in a while and I always enjoy seeing her. I'm really hoping that my cousin comes with my aunt, she said that she might.

I might have more concerts to go to this month, a Warped Tour pit stop at Jillians on the 23rd with Evan, Nilka, and Brittany, which I still need to ask about. And Ashes Divide at the Canyon Club on the 27th, which I asked about and mom said I might be able to go.

The preview to 'Ether' is fucking fantastic. Sounds a lot like the introduction to 'Girls Not Gray'.

Viva La Vida!

I certainly haven't blogged for a while. Wow, almost a month. Craziness. My room is now redone, with new carpet, a new bed and dresser too. Oh and my walls are painted, they look really nice. School ends in two days, TWO DAYS. The wait is nearly over! I'll be seeing some friends of mine that I haven't seen in a year, which is really exciting. Hopefully my friends and I are going to hang out later this week. Which would be super.

Then next week is the Panic At the Disco concert, which is going to be REALLY FUN. Tomorrow for my P.E. final I have to run a mile (four laps around the track) in ten minutes. It's a guaranteed fail.

This summer is going to be great, other than hanging out with friends and going to the movies and such, I hope to go to more concerts if I can. Lots of good CDs are coming out this summer, like the new Weezer and Coldplay, can't wait for those.

I had to buy my own copy of Juno the other day because my mother is a bitch and has refused to buy it unless she saw it before she bought it. Which means she was going to wait to check it out from the library to see it. She still hasn't watched it yet.

Holy Fuke me.

Title is from third Austin Powers movie, look it up.

I feel so sick and tired this morning, for no reason too. Yesterday (no school for freshmen, yay!) I felt fine, but now I just feel horrible. I'm still sore from My Chemical Romance concert on Sunday (front row center barricade), I'm STILL sick with this god damn cold, whatever it is, and the intigestion from dinner last night isn't helping much either.

I want to stay home but than again I don't want to, ugh, I don't know what to do. I can barely spell these words right.